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Taco~ . Just me: Giving up does not always mean you're weak. It just means you're strong enough to let go.
Some things about me:
-I am me. I try to be me around every one equally.
~I love clothes and shopping, and looking nice.
~I fear one thing.
~I love Loud Music. A bumpin' system, is always nice.
~I am a do'er. I'm an activist. But I'm quite lazy. I have the potential to be all honors, but, why try? meh..
~I don't mind when people make judgments about others. But its what those people do based upon those judgments, that makes me not like them.
~I love photoshop, and redoing my myspace.
~I highly dislike people who don't believe in second chances.
I'm a firm believer
~I write out my thoughts. In a journal type of thing.
~I show my emotions, a lot. But in person i am generally always happy. My layout, the images, the sayings, my away messages, They all are emotions i am feeling. Take notice.
~I will try anything once. I'm always of to something new, or challenging.
~Challenges... I hate competition. Sports are not my bag man.
~I really love vanilla ice cream.
~I really don't like chocolate.
~I LOVE The Lord of the Rings movies. and also I love chick flicks.
~I love talking about just whats on your mind. If I ask, i want to know.
~I love to read quotes, poems, lyrics, sayings, anything i can relate to, or think about.<3
~The little things are important.
~I'm not religious at all. Don't force your views upon me, I don't force mine upon you. Leave me be, i'll leave you be, capiche?
~My friends mean the world to me <3<3<3
~I wish on stars.
-I wish at 11:11
-I wish when I lose an eyelash
-I wish on snow flakes.
~I am a firm believer in, Living Life. Do it you won't get another chance that was the same as any you let pass.
~I enjoy making lists... lol
~I'm different. but not in an on-purpose-anti-social-rebel-nonconformist type of way.
~That is just a little bit of me.
You should get to know the rest of me.
IM me. -Revis875-
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Name: Taco
Birthday: 7/20/1926
Gender: Male
Interests: Well, me, how boring... i dont like to talk about my self.. but as it says its "about me" so i must..
Me, I love to have a good time and live life to its fullest, with out regrets.
I am willing to try anything atleast once.
I absolutly love to write poetry.
I love to work out side, In the winter i chop trees at a tree farm.
I live in the country..A.K.A Middle of Effin' no where.
Movies are great! Scary, funny, sappy romance, action. all good. I love to watch movies and cuddle.
Music=Huge part of life. I play bass guitar. well i own it and i play around with it. lol. im not too good.
I love to sing, and write my own songs.
I really don't like my hair, and I love to shop at american eagle.
Polos are my favorite shirts, and I really dont like pants.
Chicken in anyway is amazing, steak is not so much...
Mexican food Rox my sox!
When i listen to music its all about my mood.
I really love Ice cream, and takeing walks.
Looking up at the stars on a summer night.
Meeting new peo
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Revis875
Member Since:
8/17/2005
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| and now.
now i'm back. as usual at 1230 at night. months later.
I'm back.
If anyone is going to read this... i have no clue.
This summer has been challenging for me... and the people in my life.
My surgery went very well.. i am now the owner of some guy's donated Hamstring tendon, and 2 titanium screws and bolts in my knee. :]
and about 50 bajillion knee braces... okay... like.. 4.. lol
I'm picking up things i thought i'd lost.... but sometimes it feels like i'm losing the things i've have already had picked up..
I have.Fallen.
For this girl.
Completely.
There's something about her.
Something that makes her.... her.
I've fallen. and when i hit the ground...
I was in love.
hello again
xanga.
i hope life hasn't been to bad for you.
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| Looking down the people in my buddy list.
Reading all of their away messages shows me just how diverse everyone really is...
Despite, walking through the halls looking at all the girls... seeing them all have the same hair... and the same everything.
Everybody is walking their own path; i guess is what i'm getting at.
I'm walking my own path, with people in my life, who are walking to with me.
No, they aren't the same people that were walking with me a year ago.
But we all get over change.. and we learn to deal with it and make the best of it.
I need to make some changes in my life now.
but the question is, will I?
I hope so.
Life lately... well it's been hectic. and busy. and crazy-wonderful. Really. As stessed out as i get, and as upset as i get. Really it's days like this. and yesterday, [which was phenomenal] . that just make my life. really.
Today my parent's aren't home.
I got work off.
Aubrey's coming over later on for awhile.
My grandparents are here... and i haven't really spent time with them... since... well i can't remember when... and i feel bad because they live a half hour away... so i can't just hop over there to see them.. and well they're aren't going to be here for too long. I mean i hope they are... but with life you never know, and I want to spend time with them.
I cooked/baked with my grandma today.
We're all going to eat dinner together. Grandma, Grandpa, Austin, Donovon, Amanda, Aubrey, and myself.
I got a new guitar:
I've been teaching myself to play.
I'm really happy. lol
I might not seem like it sometimes. but i am. really.
School.. is hard. believe them when they say junior year is the hardest academic year you have. It really is.
my grades are decent... not what they could be.. but what ev.
people are stupid with their drama. lol
but it really doesn't matter.
Wintergala... or spring fling, excuse me... lol was wonderfully excellent, i danced my butt off as usual. :]
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| Me?
Well that's a silly question.
and you.
that's a silly answer.
Me and you?
That's a smart suggestion.
Who knows what tomorrow will bring.
I'm sorry this generation doesn't care.
But i don't care.
So i'm not sorry.
I am free.
I know I am... and I would share the thought, that i think, everytime i doubt my freedom... but i might get hauled off to an asylum if someone reads this.
Human emotions have no place in the natural world.
To be great, is to be misunderstood.
Do you understand me?
I don't think so.
I understand me, sometimes.
There was you. And you.
Who's probably come closest to understanding me.
closest to me.
But now look at where i'm at.
Look at where that's led me.
I've been thinking a lot about the future lately... especially with Don getting ready for college. And me.. i'm about to be a senior.
I'm almost out of highschool.
I dislike this "high-school" world.
As much as EVERYONE says, "the real world sucks," I don't think it will.
As long as i'm doing something i love, regardless of the money, i will love life. If I have people in my life. New, Old, Ancient. Deep rooted, and not rooted at all. I will be happy.
A lot of money.
No money.
I will be happy.
There will be points in time where I won't be happy.. and i will dislike what i'm doing... and dislike how things are at that moment.. but i will ALWAYS be working toward my happiness. Even if that means, working 3 jobs, hardly sleeping, alone, just to get enough money to finally take the next step in life, then i will just think of that time as my trial. My test.
And if i can't pass that test... i don't even deserve the happiness.
And death.
It's inevitable.
I've also been thinking a lot about religion.
I attended a church service, at a chill church.
One that doesn't judge you.. I talked to the pastor, and told him it was my first time in 7 years.
It made me think a lot.
I'm not done.
just temporairly finished for now.
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| Have you ever just sat and talked with someone, but not necessarily listen to what they were saying, but just listening to the sound of their voice. The tone, the rhythm and just let it envelope you. It's nice. I haven't done that in forever, but tonight was different. Christmas time is upon us, and it's utterly amazing as usual. But there's something about this year.. I'm not sure... It's just off. For some reason.
Someone...I think... stole my laptop.. so if you read this.. could you keep an ear open, or eye open for any information about it... please and thank you. I got a shitty part in the musical. I'm glad everyone else got what they wanted...
They are testing me, and this time I just can't fuck it up.
"Somethings newly gained means that something is lost, too."
Life is just going right now... nothing utterly amazing, nothing really too terrible..except the massive fees I might owe the school... As musical season comes, things always change... before, during, and after. They always have.
"Something's special about now, about this time, about this. There's just something, I can feel it."
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I watched today as the beautiful encasement in which we all live in... is failing right before my eyes..
Its shutting down.
Slowly collapsing,
becoming closer and closer to stopping.
There's nothing anyone can do...except wait.
It is a mandatory part of life... you can't avoid it.
Yet so many people have tried to over come it.
So many people fear it.
Right now, if you're reading this.
You are dying.
You are living.
some believe you die to live.
Some believe you live to die.
Tears shed.
Yet smiles shine through.
The gentle laughter, as memories are shared through weep, and sobs.
The beauty of childhood, and blooming life.
Along with the complex unbeknownst of death...
Life is more simple than we all think.
Life is just as complicated as you make it. Or as simple as you make it.
"She has a strong heart," the doctor said in a clinical, unsympathetic voice.
Lately i've been wrapped up in.. me.
I've taken many steps in many directions, that i never thought i would go.
People i never thought...
proven me wrong.
Hanging in there.
Life is going.
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